Wednesday, May 22, 2019

A NEW BREATH OF LIFE (22/5/2019)





Memo i sent to Baitulmal and JKM





SUCCESS IN OBTAINING FINANCIAL SUPPORT

Salam and Peace to All,

Dear brothers and sisters across the globe,

First and foremost I would like to express my deepest gratitude to God, The All-Compassionate Creator, The Merciful One, for His continuous and miraculous support in my life. And I would like to share the good news to you our dear readers, of our success in obtaining financial support after almost 3 months struggling for it. It's not an easy journey. Full of risks and challenges. Testing faith and determination. All for the sake of preserving honor, peace and freedom. To live honorably as a human being despite having limitation and disabilities. And for me nothing is more precious than peace and honor.

MIIA has always been my loyal companion in this challenging journey especially its two members, Mr Rakesh Kumar (The President) and his awesome teammate, Miss Hidayah. They helped me to attend clinic and hospital appointments,  offered me transport to variety of important places, helped me to complete all the documents needed, provided me with food supply, and constantly offering me with physical, emotional and psychological support.  I enjoy this bitter and painful journey due to their endless support and cheerful smile. They sacrificed their time, money and energy to support me throughout this journey. Alhamdulillah. Im grateful to God to be able to meet such kind-hearted and loving people. May God prolongs their life.

Today, I live peacefully in a new, beautiful, peaceful place. A place that provides all the facilities I need, a place suitable for my illness and disabilities, plus an awesome electrical wheelchair, and also the financial support from government institutions such as Baitulmal. I couldn’t achieve any of these without His grace and mercy, and the endless support of very committed friends from MIIA.  I manage to obtain OKU card last year with their support too.

Today, I feel a new breath into my life… A new beginning.  I no longer have to go back to torturing places again. I no longer have to suffer alone. A huge relief indeed. Alhamdulilah.

Thank you MIIA for the constant care and support,
May God bless and reward you all.

Tuesday, May 21, 2019

SENSORY OVERLOAD - A REAL TORTURE (11/4/2019)

Sensory overload - https://www.verywellhealth.com/sensory-overload-in-fibromyalgia-and-chronic-fatigue-716021



where you become sensitive with many stimulations around you like noise, light, smell, people, chaotic environment which can cause panic attack like heart pounding, feeling restless n anxious constantly, unable to focus. its a very painful and torturing moment that i ask God to take my soul away and save me from such moment. Its real.



10 essential facts about CFS

https://www.everydayhealth.com/news/essential-facts-about-chronic-fatigue-syndrome/

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/184802.php - good article CFS

Friday, March 29, 2019

ORTHOSTIC INTOLERANCE - A REAL TORTURE (29/3/2019)

Orthostatic intolerance - https://www.verywellhealth.com/chronic-fatigue-syndrome-symptoms-716110

means that you have a worsening of your symptoms when you are standing or sitting upright constantly

now i just learn the new terminology of another symptoms of mine. the inability to sit n stand for long hours which lead to intense torturing . or..thos..static

i think this is a very good websites to educate people and pakar out there about CFS.. Please educate them and stop torturing us further with cynical remarks and treat us like mice lab ..all those procedures make our condition much worse and it will take years to stabilize it.


Tuesday, February 26, 2019

NO OPTION BUT TO LEAVE (27/2/2019)




ART - 3 (26/2/2019)



True Freedom of Women lies in her modesty, her chastity, her knowledge, her morality, her spirituality, her pure heart and mind and soul.
Lady Fatimah sa is the best example for all women, she's the beloved daughter of Prophet Muhammad saw and Lady Khadijah sa. 

Happy Women's and Mother's Day 
to All Sisters and Mothers

May God guides every of you towards "True Freedom"